Monday, June 14, 2004
或者可以咁講
雖然走之前都發生過d小風波
都有勞氣過
但因為咁先知道
其實好多人都好關心我
啊爸成晚冇點訓
係咁將我個gip d野囉出泥又轉個擺法
等佢地唔好響倉時壓爛
又print埋好多chicago既城市簡介比我睇
．．．．雖然好好笑，但都係．．． touch啦
啊媽又特登煮餐九大鬼比我吃
又緊張到飛起，搞到我都緊張埋一份
妳仲要．．．．tim……
仲有各位fd，你地既一個message或者電話或者係說話
對我都好緊要，多謝
不過放心，咁多人掛住我
點會走得耐啊，一定會無穿無爛咁番番泥
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話咁快又要走啦
雖然只係個幾月
但咁大個人都未試過離家咁耐
亦未試過離妳咁耐
所以都有唔捨得
其實最驚都係
唔響妳身邊
咁妳有起乜事時就冇我睇住妳同比妳發洩啦
其實兩個月都好快
妳去下旅行又做下野又再去下旅行
我就不經不覺咁又番左泥啦
唔使唔開心，好快嫁姐
記住響車站講既野
記住我地既promise
一切小心
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| 不再讓你孤獨 任賢齊 曲:陳昇 詞:陳昇 讓我輕輕的吻著你的臉 擦乾你傷心地眼淚 讓你知道在孤單的時候 還有一個我 陪著你 儘管有天我們都變老 老的可能都模糊了眼睛 但是我要寫出人間最美麗的歌 送給你 路遙遠 我們一起走 我要飛翔再你每個彩色的夢中 對你說 我愛你 嗚...嗚... 我不再讓你孤單 我的風霜你的單純 我不再讓你孤單 一起走到地老天荒 嗚...嗚... 我不再讓你孤單 我的瘋狂你的天真 我不再讓你孤單 一起走到地老天荒 路遙遠 路遙遠 我不再讓你孤單 | |
Sunday, June 13, 2004
| 全世界失眠 作詞：林夕 作曲：陳偉 編曲：陳偉 想起我不完美 你會不會 逃離我生命的範圍 想著你的滋味 我會不會 把這個枕頭 變得甜美 想起白天的約會 忘了晚上的咖啡 只怕感情如潮水 遠離我夢中的堡壘 一個人失眠 全世界失眠 無辜的街燈 守候明天 幸福的失眠 只是因為害怕閉上眼 如何想你想到六點 如何愛你愛到終點 想起我的時候 你會不會 好像我一樣不能睡 想像你的曖昧 我會不會 數不到綿羊 一雙一對 想起白天的約會 忘了晚上的咖啡 只怕感情如潮水 遠離我夢中的堡壘 一個人失眠 全世界失眠 無辜的街燈 守候明天 幸福的失眠 只是因為害怕閉上眼 如何想你想到六點 一個人失眠 全世界失眠 幸福的失眠 只是因為害怕閉上眼 如何想你想到六點 如何愛你愛到終點 如何愛你愛到終點 | |
 Cant make a soundCant make a soundCant make a soundCant make a soundCant make a sound | |
Saturday, June 12, 2004
| i better be quiet now wish you gave me your number wish i could call you today, just to hear a voice i got a long way to go i'm getting further away if i didn't know the difference living alone'd probably be ok it wouldn't be lonely i got a long way to go i'm getting further away alot of hours to occupy, it was easy when i didn't know you yet things i'd have to forget but i better be quiet now i'm tired of wasting my breath carrying on and getting upset maybe i got a problem, but that's not what i wanted to say i'd prefer to say nothing. i got a long way to go i'm getting further away. had a dream as an army man with an order just to march in my place while a dead enemy screams in my face but i better be quiet now i'm tired of wasting my breath carrying on, not over it yet wish i knew what you're doing and why you want to do it this way, so i can't go the distance i got a long way to go i'm getting further away i got a long way to go i'm getting further away | |
| everything means nothing to me someone found the future as a statue in a fountain at attention looking backward in a pool of water wishes with a blue songbird on his shoulder who keeps singing over everything everything means nothing to me everything means nothing to me everything means nothing to me i picked up the song and found my picture in the paper the reflection in the water showed an iron man still trying to salute people from a time when he was everything he's supposed to be everything means nothing to me everything means nothing to me everything means nothing to me everything means nothing to me | |
| needle in the hay your hand on his arm the hay stack charm around your neck strung out and thin calling some friend trying to cash some check he's acting dumb that's what you've come to expect needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay he's wearing yr clothes head down to toes a reaction to you you say you know what he did but you idiot kid you don't have a clue sometimes they just get caught in the eye you're pulling him through needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay now on the bus nearly touching this dirty retreat falling out 6th and powell a dead sweat in my teeth gonna walk walk walk four more blocks plus one in my break down downstairs to the man he's gonna make it all ok i can't beat myself i can't beat myself and i don't want to talk i'm taking the cure so i can be quiet whenever i want so leave me alone you ought to be proud that i'm getting good marks needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay | |
Saturday, June 12, 2004
好多人話
人生都係苦多樂少
不如意事仲要十常八九添
但至少
我地仲有一樣野係值得驕傲
就係無論跌到幾低
受過幾多挫折
環境幾困難幾不堪
只要一日未死
我地都仲有個心去turn it back
永遠都仲有機會
………唔係贏唔到，係未贏姐
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This one is especially for you
Hero
There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know will melt away
And then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you
It's a long road when you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
You can find love if you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt will disppear
And then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry on
And you cast your fear aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone tear them away
Hold on , there'll be tomorrow
In time, you'll find the way
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
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在韓國勁映渝半年
票房收入二億
奪得大鐘奬最佳電影，最佳編劇等奬的
是 ＜愛．回家＞
um……..這是套優秀的電影
但不值得看
故事感人，但簡單老土
一如所有大小親情戲一樣
煽情位都是呼之欲出
了無新意
雖說演員和導演在細微事上有特別花心思處理
但功不補過
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
給朋友
2003年12月 0係朋友口中知道你已經離開
心裡面痛左一痛
面上搵唔到適合既表情去表達我自己
做完野之後 我自己渣車返屋企
覺得特別凍 啊 原來冬天已經黎左啦
飛出生死峽谷 輕卸身軀的包袱
如閒來沉睡了 一覺甦醒多舒服
唯求旁人別哭 加重不必的傷痛
讓我輕輕鬆鬆 活到這一分鐘
像到異地另做美夢
北風開始急促 緊記多加添衣服
如能全明白我 總會將哀傷征服
神遊無涯時空 千里可一刻飛縱
沒世間的擠迫 讓我偷些空隙
今天可好好的休息＃
靈魂仍然在飛 想找青蔥的一片地
停下再看兩眼 便會安心高飛
就算一生是極美傳奇
如逢嚴寒天氣 亦有一番風光細味
瀟灑再見世界 在這方的知己
每一天都深深祝福你 即使遠離＊
一路上 我見唔到一個人或者一架車
特別覺得孤獨 打開收音機
只係重覆聽到報導你離開既消息
我望出車外邊覺得天色好黑 真係好黑
今日返屋企既路好似特別長咁
終於我都返到屋企啦 你呢
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
N個世紀之前的jumbo
有過一個街頭訪問
問大家甚麼是快樂
上幼稚園的明仔說
快樂是爸爸媽媽帶他去遊樂場玩耍
小學的志強說
快樂是考試高分給母親讚賞
中學的德華說
快樂是AL成功，升讀理想的大學
IVE的Kevin說
快樂是放學之後，去Starbucks，聽著Astrauld Gilberto的Bossanova
喝一杯充滿了cream的Mocha
浸大哲學系的Dorathy說
快樂只是一個詞語
真正的快樂發自內心，並不或一而足
它是一種虚無的主觀感受，而非任何客觀的物質引誘
高層次的快樂並不能從言語間詮釋
而擁有高層次的批判性思考的Dorathy更多次向小記暗示
這個問題太膚淺，她不能回答
任職保安的黃先生說
繼續有工做，有支薪
己經很滿足
…………………………
高學歷的人
愈懂得分析
又有品味，又有內涵
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原本一路覺得仲有好耐好耐
點知忽然間…….就得番幾日
好唔捨得
或者話
從來未試過離開咁耐
父母如是，妳如是，香港如是
……………………
或者自己唔係一個好有勇氣既人
好多野會思前想後
但係一隻卒仔
唔夾硬迫自己去前線
就唔會發覺原來自己就係殺敵無數既大將軍
過後諗番
其實不外如是
世上無難事，最大既敵人根本就係自己既恐懼
有時又會太在意人地點睇自己
其實世界上咁多人
有幾多個真係咁留意咁在意自己？
最緊要仲係做愛做既事
放心，會完完整整咁番泥，可能會肥左添
煲定湯等我番泥飲
< Life is Beautiful> 係我睇過其中一套最好既戲
我唔識評論
鍾意既戲好多人都會覺得悶或者無聊
唔鍾意既戲周刊又會比好多粒星
而呢套……無乜野，都係囉過oscar之嘛
算啦，鍾意係一種感覺，無需分析與辯論
好既戲大家都會感受到，唔需要扮高深
而呢一套呢…………..
係以一個輕鬆既手法帶出一個沉重既歷史
輕描淡寫咁去描劃出一段感人至深既親情同愛情
而憑此片奪得金像影帝的Roberto Benigni
對妻子及兒子的感情戲處理得不熅不火，恰到好處
全片笑中帶淚，感人肺腑，令人擊節鼓掌，值得一看再看
………um………都係咁啦
大家都鍾意睇分析，呢個就係分析啦
………………………
我鍾意呢一種笑容滿面
但你又感受到佢既悲傷既感覺
多過真情式既喊苦喊忽
呢個就係我既感受
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
現有大量簇新posters供索取
尚餘的包括
大量Kobe Bryant
大量 Allen Iverson
大量 Vince Carter
大量 Tracy Mcgrady
其他包括 O’Neal, Ray Allen, Elton Brand, Desmond Mason, 兩三年前熱火正選陣容, Eddie Jones, Nortwizki, 1998 draft class, Mutombo, John Stockton等等等等
另有少量足球員posters
包括Baggio, Del Piero, Totti, Nakata, Maldini, Inzaghi, 多年前的italy national team等
請在星期一前inform me if u want any of them
thanks
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執親房
就會諗番起好多舊時既野
忽然間又有個諗法
其實呢幾年自己係咪變到好大脾氣呢
幼稚園，小學（低班）既時候
係出左名低調，唔出聲，唔nau計，冇脾氣
出左名乖又得miss鍾意
之後都唔知點解
會慢慢變左一個完全相反既性格出泥
或者都係自己未夠成熟
淨係識聲大夾惡啦
不過其實今年都冇乜發過大脾氣
個人都和善同平實左好多
我想自己變番沉黙gua言
好好先生咁樣
呢四五年既變化都真係幾大
當中有做錯過事，不計其數
有行過寃枉路
有努力過而逹唔到目標．．．既一半添
但都唔可以話係浪費時間
亦唔可以話係哂左
因為到到死果時諗番
無論係金錢或者所有物質既野
都係虛幻
人死左就灰飛煙滅
只有生前既
一點一滴既，好既壞既回憶
先係最籍得懷愐
或者第時會撞車變左植物人
咁由變做植物人果日到到死果日
都只好靠回憶泥度日
就好似睇一個幾十年都唔完既電視劇咁
所以雖然活於當下
總係想做多d做好d
響一生裏面，令無可避免既遺憾盡量少d
但無論條路我結果點行
都係一個經歷
都係一個只屬於我自己既故事
從來就無分好壞與對錯
只要死既時候無愧於心就好
sooner or later
會自己養隻貓，或者係幾隻貓
一定係美國短毛貓
顏色就可以係黑色，灰色，或者其他好睇既顏色
最好就係執番泥
或者人地送
而唔係自己買
始終動物唔應該係一件商品
我同妳會一齊養大佢
供書教學
含辛如苦
．．．．．．
不過唔好做絕育
作為一個男人
．．．．．．．．
某方面既尊嚴係會隨住某d野失去而失去既
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| from http://s-oo-s.com/cat/cat4.htm : 小強, 姐姐同事在麥當勞門口撿到的小土貓, 大約是一兩個星期大, 在被我養了兩週之後, 已被善心人事認養走了, 而且可有乾貓爸爸貓媽媽照顧喔~ 命名為小強, 一則是曾在網上認識一名為小強的網友, 二則是此貓生命力極強..., 現在它應該有別的名字了~       i think its somewht like an extra size mouse rather than a kitten | |
Friday, June 04, 2004
< dirty pretty things >
< 天使夜驚情 >
影
片揭露倫敦鮮為人知的地下世界，非洲移民奧加芝日間任的士司機，夜間則是酒店的服務生，在這位於倫敦的酒店內，聚滿了來自各國的非法勞工，猶如跨種族文化
的異地｡ 一次奧加芝應中國妓女房客求助，修理其房間淤塞的厠所，卻意外在水槽內發現一人類心臟，懷疑西班牙藉酒店經理利用酒店當非法販賣器官的中樞，更
識破偷渡客為換取居留權而捐出器官的人間慘劇，尋夢代價的確教人匪夷所思，奧加決定聯袂土耳其女工桑妮，偵破駭人罪行｡
From
Stephen Frears, the Oscar-nominated director of the Grifters, Dangerous
Liaisons and High Fidelity, comes a new film set in London’s secret
underworld, where everything is for sale. It’s the story of a young man
Okwe and young woman Senay, who work at the same hotel a breeding ground
for illegal activity. They hardly know each other until the day he
makes a shocking discovery. They cant report it to their corrupt boss.
They cant go to the police. And they’ll be lucky if they get out alive.
For a fake passport and a new identity
The poor would risk their dignity, their kidney and even their lives
It seems to be an excellent plan as it benefits both three sides
Patients get a new kidney, the illegal immigrants get a new identity
And the hotel manger gets money.
May be get some time think about the ethics of the business of internal organs
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
尼古丁-陳冠希
誰人叫我出生入死 也來幽會
沿途寸寸慢慢成灰 心肺就只受你支配
一呼一吸既快樂又愚昧
*無止境 從熱吻中火拼
沉迷你至知大局已定
原本應該一早戒了還是不捨得我的尼古丁
多麼致命 絕症
為何我會點起自己 有限生命
投懷送抱敗壞名聲 彷似為你慢性殉情
千夫所指我也默默承認
repeat *
地獄的邀請竟比天國更加引誘
一束煙竟可綁着我手
很清楚清新的愛人街裏有
但我日後又再接一口
無止境 從熱吻中火拼
沉迷你至使大局已定
原本應該一早戒了還是不捨得我的尼古丁
多麼致命 還只好信命
輸給愛情 絕症
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雖然不是這裡出生 我來自星加坡 這裡的恩恩怨怨多多少少見過
那麼多的是非 來不急解脫 只不過為到看看自己星星閃爍
說什麼民主社會 也只不過看你腦子裡要甚麼 若覺得自己受困
我又能教怎麼 怎麼幫你 突破 大聲說 到底
要怎麼才能知道心裡要著甚麼 想呼吸莫非是周圍的環境真的沒了空氣
要出息 除非你向你的上司 下了手成立
三二一 就喊到沒甚麼公平 無論在做甚麼事情
都固定 只能把你搞到你失去了誠意 但
人還在這裡 我並沒徹底放棄
好朋友在我身邊 好心情在我懷裡
我知你不斷維持鎮定 願你也知道我在支持你
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有冇人有戰爭既國語rap既詞?
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「假天使之名 行逆天之事」
這是< The Magdalene Sisters >封面的一句
我對宗教實不應抱太大成見
尤其是宗教對現今社會的重大價值
尤其是當我對一切都知之甚少
但歷史上按著聖經本子辦事
而迫害良民的例子太多
從＜ Rabbit Proof Fence > 中
修女一邊強把half casted 孩童從母親身邊分開
一邊把白人比有色人族優越的觀念散播
一邊諗著Amen
到< The Magdalene Sisters > 中
神父修女強把一眾無辜少女囚禁
無薪無假不停為church做工賺錢
修女們以侮辱，虐待少女為樂
亦剝奪少女做人基本應有的權利
泯滅人性
而她們所持的憑據是教條中
戒絕歡樂欲望
以勞力洗滌帶罪的靈魂
最後到 < Lilya 4-ever >
講出了做人的絕望
而她所信賴的神
根本對一切無能為力
假如有那麼多紛爭皆因宗教而起
那麼多人因宗教而受迫害
甚至死亡
那全能的神又怎能被稱為世上唯一無罪者呢
anyone tell me?
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
< LILYA 4-EVER >
< 永遠的微笑 >
十
六歳的莉莉亞來自前蘇聯裡一個頹廢，骯髒的社區，無時無刻均對外面的世界嚮往不己｡ 母親答應與男友於美國安頓後再予接應，然而音訊全無，芳蹤沓然｡空空
如也的信箱彷彿向莉莉亞披露了被遺棄的事實｡原本身代母職的阿姨雀巢鳩佔，把莉莉亞迫遷至無電無暖氣的霉臭小房間，於絕望邊緣掙扎過活｡無可奈何之下，莉
莉亞開展了她的皮肉生涯｡
16 year-old Lilya lives in a poor and dreary suburb somewhere in the former Soviet Union｡ She
dreams of a better life. Her mother has moved to the States with a new
man and Lilya is waiting to be sent for. When no letter or money arrive
from her mother, it becomes obvious that Lilya has been abandoned. She’s
forced to move into a tiny, run-down flat with no electricity or
heating. Heartbroken and without money, Lilya’s situation becomes
desperate. Her only friend is the 11 year-old boy Volodya, who sometimes
is allowed to sleep on her sofa. They hang around together and
fantasize to make life a little easier. One day, hope arrives when Lilya
falls in love with Andrei. He asks her to follow him to Sweden to start
a new life. Little Volodya is jealous and suspicious, but Lilya packs
her things…..
Lilya and her mom is somewhat similar
They were both hookers
They were both going abroad
They were both leaving the one they should have loved most
The only thing is Lilya didn’t really start a new life in Sweden
She is cheated to Sweden to do the same job she was doing
And there was no other way out
She’ll be starved if she don’t do that in USSR.
And escaping to the police in Sweden only gave her the same result
In one shot Lilya screamed out that she suddenly understand why her mother leave her
There was just nothing to do in the city,
Only hopeless that filled in the city
Friends betraying you, and raping you
Relatives stealing and robbing from you
Sex is the only thing that man wants
And hooker is the only thing that women can do
This suddenly reminds me the movie < one night in mongkok >
And those articles in eastweek
Real freedom only belongs to the rich
The poor don’t even have the freedom on their body
Unless they choose to give up their lives
Another impressive picture
Is when Lilya throwing a picture of Jesus Christ to the wall
She had been a faithful prayer
Bringing the picture all along with her on the journey
But what did the religion give her
If there is a god
How can he let all these happen ?
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
看了 < The Magdalene Sisters > 的vcd
附屬天主教的愛爾蘭瑪德蓮修道院,在六十年代神權政治庇蔭下,實際為專門收容不道德婦女的懲教所｡ 被家人或孤兒院送到這裡囚禁的少女，被逼在院內附設的洗衣店內工作贖罪，象徵要洗心革面｡
姬絲萍娜與露絲因為未婚生子，被視為褻瀆神明，瑪嘉烈不幸在親友的婚禮上遭強姦，受害者身份卻慘被家人指為不潔，愛美的少女貝莉特，遭指控是挑釁男生的
毒蛇，她們都是瑪德蓮的墮落少女，每天面對刻苦工作之餘，身理及心理上更遭神的僕人嚴重虐待，在禁慾的判制度之下，被埋葬的不只是熱情，還有理性思想和自
由的心｡
在瑪德蓮過著非人道生活的墮落少女，一年三百六十五天，在毫無薪酬之下工作，她們的刑罰屆滿期，更往往模糊不清｡
The
Magdalene Asylums in Ireland were run by the Sisters of Mercy on behalf
of the Catholic Church. Yong girls were sent there by families or
orphanages and once there, were imprisoned and sent to work in the
laundries where they could atone for their sins. Their sins varied from
being an unmarried mother to being too pretty or too ugly or simple
minded or too clever or being a victim of rape and talking about it. And
for their sins they worked 364 days a year unpaid, they were half
starved, beaten, humiliated , raped, their children forcibly removed
from them. Their sentence was indefinite. Thousands of women lived and
died there. The last Magdalene Asylum in Ireland closed in 1996, four
years ago. This film is from the point of view of four of these young
women in the 1960s, an era mistakenly seen by some as a time of
unchallenged female liberation. It’s a fictional film that unfortunately
happens to be true.
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看了 < Rabbit Proof Fence > 的vcd
說幾十年之前於澳洲發生的真人真事
當年移民澳洲的白人
為了「幫助」淨化一種
由當地土著與白種人所生的
叫「half-casted」的混種兒童
實拖了「白澳政策」
強迫將大量該類兒童帶離家人逾千哩遠
接受白人的文化教育
接受白人的宗教
與白人通婚
期望在三至四代後逐漸變回純種白人
而只有膚色變得較白
亦即是天資較聰敏的
才有機會接受正規學校教育
三個half casted 的女童
在這種隔離政策之下
決定赤腳走路尋母
結果其中一個在逃走途中被補
結果終生不能再見母親一面
令外兩個最終跟著 < Rabbit Proof Fence > 走
橫渡沙漠回到母親懷抱
叫人驚訝的是
這個政策在一九七零年
距今不過短短三十年前才廢除
而且澳洲政府至今仍拒絕公開承認此事實
轉一個角度看
我們不能完全責怪白人的不人道與愚昧
因為此為人類面對其他種族所抱的必然態度
譬如中國人起初也看不起紅鬚綠眼的外國人
非洲土著甚至把外來的人燒了吃
當中我們只能對受害者致以同情
及避免自己再犯上
種族歧視這種無知愚昧的錯誤
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Sunday, May 30, 2004
推翻
曲 : 陳曉娟 詞 : Kwan 編 : 黃中岳
我以為坦誠就是所有一切的答案
所以全部的理由總覺得是自然
懷疑也漸漸變淡 我以為回憶是彩繪完全的色彩
所以對你我未來從未失去期待 我相信你
你就是愛
突然間你連瞞都不瞞 想也不想 就這么推翻 就這么說過去只是鬧劇一場
就這樣 你連探都不探 看也不看 像與你無關
像是只有我還可以承受 這無解的遺憾
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
做母親的
總想為孩子安排好一切
給孩子最好的環境
但對我來說
自己的意見被尊重
跟著自己的安排，而非她的安排來做事
更為重要
誰聽不入我的意見
誰不明白我的語言
我會選擇沉黙
放棄溝通
辛苦一輪
希望妳會喜歡
lost in translation
I am isolated
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Monday, May 24, 2004
路不是一開始就非常順暢
愛也不是一開始就很輝煌
拋錨跌倒 妳還好都在身邊
每個眼神都是我精神食糧
看著你那麼包容體諒讓我決定
盡全力送妳全世界最好的
而家先知道
原來我地除左努力之外
仲需要咁多運氣
太多事非我們所能控制
反而令我更珍惜妳我的一切
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Sunday, May 23, 2004
但願從此
雨過天清
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| 不要變 作詞：施人誠 作曲：潘協慶 如果能看淡聚散分離 或許我會更善長安慰傷心 陪朋友喝了整整一夜失戀人的歌曲 我好想你 但不忍離去 我想我不會懂到底什麼原因 怎麼這城市裡到處流行破碎戀情 是否不貪心的人反而會特別地幸運 當世界翻天又覆地 我們還在一起 你愛我我愛妳 不要變行不行 不多看 不多聽 只認定這份感情 誰愛我誰愛妳 都不變行不行 讓未來 像從前 風平浪靜 永遠都盡全力 捍衛相愛的決心 我知道不該暗自慶幸 當我又聽見有人為愛哭泣 卻總忍不住想要把你牢牢地抱好緊 這麼多年 妳還在懷裡 | |
這幾天想到一件事
或許我是有點完美主義
或者是自我中心
或者是自私還是甚麼都好
總知就是喜歡把自己的意見強加別人頭上
以我的價值觀去批判別人
而忽略別人感受
這種性格使很多身邊的朋友都身受其害
在與我的關係之中感到辛苦
這種性格可能承傳自父母當教師的職業病
這不多不少構成了不尊重
從今以後
要改除這種惡習
因為別人有完全的權利去選擇自己的生活方式
建立自己的一套價值觀
而旁人絕對無權過問
人長大就要學會妥協
也許就是這個意思
何必執著
何必看不過眼
我的一套只屬於我
我的要求只需要向著我自己
而無需任何人一起承受
開始想到這裏時總會有點難過
但現實不就是這樣嗎?
別人要甚麼就給予甚麼
何必製造磨擦
何必吃力不討好
放鬆一點
希望從今以後
建立一套完全不同的態度
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" The Young And The Hopeless "
Hard days made me hard nights shaped me I don't know they somehow saved me And I know I'm making something Out of this life they call nothing I take what I want, take what i need You say its wrong but its right for me I won't look down won't say I'm sorry I know that only god can judge me And if I make it through today Will tomorrow be the same Am I just running in place And if I stumble and I fall Should I get up and carry on Will it all just be the same? Cause I'm young and i'm hopeless I'm lost and i know this I'm going nowhere fast thats what they say I'm troublesome i've fallen I'm angry at my father Its me against this world and i don't care I don't care No one in this industry Understands the life I lead When I sing about my past It's not a gimmick not an act These critics and these trust fund kids Try to tell me what punk is But when I see them on the street They got nothin to say And if I make it through today Will tomorrow be the same Am I just running in place And if I stumble and I fall Should I get up and carry on Will it all just be the same? Cause I'm young and i'm hopeless I'm lost and i know this I'm going nowhere fast thats what they say I'm troublesome i've fallen I'm angry at my father It's me against this world and i don't care i don't care, i don't care, no, i don't care Cause I'm young and i'm hopeless Im lost and i know this I'm going nowhere fast thats what they say I'm troublesome i've fallen I'm angry at my father It's me against this world and i don't care i don't care | |
