1 APR 2005

Friday, April 01, 2005

	這一次我執著面對 任性地沉醉 我並不在乎   這是錯還是對 就算是深陷 我不顧   一切 就算是執迷 我也執迷不悔   別說我應該放棄 應該睜開眼 我用我的心   去看去感覺 你並不是我 又怎麼能了解   就算是執迷 就讓我執迷不悔   我不是你們想的如此完美 我承認有時也會辨不清真偽   並非我不願意走出迷堆 只是這一次 這次是自己而不是誰   要我用誰的心去體會 真真切切地感受周圍   就算痛苦 就算是淚 也是屬於我的傷悲   我還能用誰的心去體會 真真切切地感受周圍   就算疲倦 就算是累 也只能執迷不悔

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

	好夜先訓 然後第二日無精神 中午應該做野既時間用泥訓覺 然後夜晚做一陣野 番屋企又因為果日做得太少野 迫自己唔好訓 但無精神又hae網 結果好夜先訓 然後第二日無精神 ．．．．．．．．． 高志森話 成功既人都會不停改變自己既生活習慣，生活方式 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 諗一諗二十年後既自己 然後重新開始

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

	苗圃行動 周家俊醫生 當你看見八歳發育不健全的小女孩 揹着一歳的弟弟 當你看到老師 讓出自己的房子給學生住 自己反而要睡地板 當你看到別人 一生都在奉獻時 我們所做的就微不足道了 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 呢排好多朋友既屋企人都有身體毛病 祝佢地康復 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 希望今生無悔

Saturday, March 26, 2005

	終於考完inor 可以抖一抖 ．．．抖一晚 聽日番去練波 星期一番去做project同打籃球 之後開始溫c++ ．．．咁即是同無假期無分別 好耐無撘過巴士 竟然暈車浪

	輸左比賽．．．二十比十六 無得升甲組 ．．．．．． 雖然話上到去都係比人炒 但都係想試下，一次都好 好想贏 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 人地話張五常逃稅 我唔信 佢唔係d咁既人泥既 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 考埋聽日

Friday, March 25, 2005

	今個復活節就要homealone啦 啊爸啊媽都唔係第一次放假去旅行啦 但今次．．．唔知點解我諗好多衰野 頭先買左呢個禮拜既糧食 辣既出前一丁，辣既米粉，辣既乜乜麵 仲有菜（啊媽話洗定一個星期菜比我，我話唔好玩啦） 仲有公仔牛肉粒同水餃 另買左一罐磨菇湯，harn住泥可以飲一個星期既 呢個星期只要唔好太懶 應該係唔會餓死既 不過今日就要溫書先 星期六要番去考inor 係啊，係放假番去mid term 死未 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 聽日下午要對科逹 第一階段贏過佢地 希望keep番啦 有機升甲組喎 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 好深囉

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, "What will I be ? Will I be pretty/handsome ? Will I be rich ?" Here's what she said to me : "Que Sera, Sera Whatever will be, will be, The future's not ours to see, What will be, will be." Then I grew up and fell in love, I asked my sweetheart, 'what lies ahead? Will we have rainbows, day after day? Here's what my sweetheart said: Que sera, sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours to see. Que sera, sera, What will be, will be Now I have children of my own They ask their mother what will I be Will I be handsome, will I be rich? I tell them tenderly "Que Sera, Sera Whatever will be, will be, The future's not ours to see, What will be, will be. Que Sera, Sera"

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

	唔可以坐以待斃

	今日卒之去左練波 同啊棠傾左陣 well，佢都講得岩既 我成日好似同所有人融入唔到 可能係太靜，又可能係一開始己經無諗住認真對呢隊波 ．．．當我笑既時候佢地竟然話原來啊璞都識笑喎 今日講既野多左，笑多左，認真左 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 練完波去左食飯 呢班朋友都幾好 幾和平，乜都笑得一餐 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 可能係比妳講一講 忽然間發覺都幾大危機 其實我唔係乜都唔認真做 只係想襯仲讀緊書既呢一兩年 睇多d，學多d，或者盡快諗清條路 愈大就愈覺得自己識既野好少 好想識多d野，好想自己好d 不過每樣野都全力以赴 就等於全部都唔全力以赴 夢想同現實總係唔同 以為努力d就得 但而家我就係樣樣都唔知點 好似有一種由spinal cord傳過泥既恐懼感 仲有，新既髮型好好睇，講真 又響自己既日記度傷春悲秋．．．．

Sunday, March 20, 2005

	廿六比十七 大專又輸左比IVE 不過都算表現幾好 我仲救哂三個七公尺 不過以前甩過較既尾指少少dook魚蛋 再近距離擋左個超大力既十九號既射波 終於腫左 臨走比隊長話我同region成日唔練波態度唔好 無左我地都得 well，睇下點 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 一個下午 響圖書館做左兩個report 個效率相當之唔錯 不過唔知點解好多菲傭 響LT度唱歌 諗起修女也瘋狂  ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． hey my friend 激戰前記住買定戰神啊 很想當爸爸 都要理下代價嘛

Saturday, March 19, 2005

from 油條 Girls' English Yes = No No = Yes May-b = No "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now! " Do what u want" = You'll pay 4 this later! We need to talk" = I need to bitch. "Sure......Go ahead" = I don't want you too. " I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, u stupid moron! " How much do u love me?" = I did something today your not goin' like me 4. "Is my butt fat?" = Tell me i'm beautiful. " You have to learn to communicate!" = Just agree with me. " Are you listening to me?" = Too late, you're dead! Guy's English " I'm hungry" = I'm hungry " I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy " I'm tired " - I'm tired " Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you. " Can I take you to dinner?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you. " Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you. " May I have this dance?" = I'd eventaully like to have sex with you. "Nice dress" = Nice cleavage. " You look tensed, let me give you a massage" = I want to fondle you. " What's wrong? " = What meaningless self inflicted pshychological trauma are you going through now? " What's wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question. "I'm bored" = Do you want to have sex? " I love you" = Let's have sex right now. " I love you too" = Okay i said it we'd better have sex now! " Let's talk" = I am tryin' to impress you by shown that I'm a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me! " Will you marry me?" = I want to make it illegel 4 you to have sex with other guys.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Because Lyrics Artist: Elliot Smith   Aaaaaahhhhhh! Because the world is round, it turns me on Because the world is round! Aaaaaahhhhhh! Because the wind is high, it blows my mind Because the wind is high! Aaaaaaaahhh! love is old, love is new Love is all, love is you Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry Because the sky is blue! Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh! Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh! Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh! Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

回家時在地鐵上見到的一件事 我坐在最靠左的一個位 右邊兩個位空著 一對母女坐上靠我的那個空位 過不多時，一個男的推著一輛嬰兒車 坐上了另一個空位上 過了一回 聽男的和女的交談 才知道他們是一家人 但話也不多，聲音也低沉 一家三人都神色木然 唯有嬰兒車上 那個頭比一般小童大 手長得像成人 聲音有點像泰迪羅賓 但下肢非常幼弱的兒子 不斷自個自說著笑著 也聽不清楚他議論甚麼 反正每問他爸一句 他爸就從喉嚨深處老大不願意地 咕出一個聽不見的聲音 當做回答 下車時 兩母女也不回頭 自顧自走到車門前 厭惡地背轉了身 臉上是犯人被判死刑的空洞神色 戶川清春：『停止彈鋼琴，加入田徑部 最後原諒和支持我的．．．都是爸爸 但如今．．．當我的腳變成這樣 他便連正面望我一眼都不肯 我覺得爸爸是盡可能不讓別人見到我 如果可以的話，爸爸是不希望我在外面走動的 因為我是一個．．．沉重的負擔』 又想起了那年看錢穆【圍城】的心情 算把啦 我都係寫唔出d懶感動 或者懶有深度既野嫁啦 將就住睇啦 唔好睇就飛啦 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 考完spec 星期日　　大專 星期一　　inor report 星期二　　ia report 星期六　　inor mid term

Friday, March 18, 2005

	http://home.velocitus.net/sylvan2000/kidbeat.asf 唉

	響地鐵宣轉版見到．．． “末路 未必等於沒路”

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

	比肥佬玩左鑊 朋友響外國番左泥 真係開心同surprise 祝你啊公好番

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

	yark

繼一日做完一個long report之後 今日又用一日時間做左一個C++ assignment 好深既 未學到但要submit既assignment 響死線前夾硬搞掂左 尋晚訓左兩三個鐘之後 今日既眼球左白右紅 做完C++就成隻都紅哂 做完一d自己都唔相信做得到既野 係好有滿足感 大學本應如此 但如果d lecturer可以稍為幫到我少少 唔使我下下自修 唔任意加重學生負擔既話 會更好囉 稍事休息之後又要開始準備之後既三個mid term 氣都無得抖 之前既mid term 衰到貼地 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 同人講環保 都係對牛彈琴 有人覺得你痴線，有人覺得你煩，有人覺得你無聊 不過我都應該明白 環保就好似禮貎，公德心之類 應該做，但唔做又唔能夠拉人坐監既 亂咁浪費資源既人 就如同某響升盤吐痰既lab tech咁 我覺得佢好核突但佢又覺得自己好瀟洒好有型 無辦法既 如果人人都知道而家情況幾差 或者會比較接納我既講法 無知都係最大既悲哀 有一日hum球剷既時候 大家先泥後悔啦 知道自己岩就得 唔需要人咐和 ．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．． 快d復活節 要搵番下d fd 變左老死不相往來啦

Monday, March 14, 2005

	終於完成一日既長途report征戰 搞掂左一個long一個short report 寫到岩岩完左二十八頁既long report 應該話係抄左先岩 不過一向抄書都唔當係抄嫁啦